goneforawhile

goneforawhile @ 2004-04-16T21:04:00

2004-04-16T12:05:09Z

Here is a story..its a pretty much pointless story yet i feel like telling it. well i drive a bradley (see the link below, but thats only the rear end of it) anyways i drive that massive beast. we were giving road test today so other people could get liscensed to drive those fuckers. we were using my track to give the road tests. everyone that was testing on it was in the theater parking lot waiting for us to get there so they could drive one for the 1st time in their life. we were coming down the road with me driving of course and me and my crew decided to show off a bit for the guys waiting in the parking lot so i gassed the fucker before the turn and just jerked the yoke (steering column) hard right into the parking lot. i came fuckin flying in that parking lot sideways in that fuckin beast and scared the holy shit out of everyone about to drive it. you should have seen their faces as i slid in sideways and floored it across the parking lot and came to a screaching stop next to them. it was definatly a great day today.

oh and i bought my plane ticket home today. ill be arriving in raleigh on may 24 at 4 45 pm.....see you guys soon

Me and Toy Machine (thats what i named my track)

goneforawhile @ 2004-04-16T07:04:00

2004-04-15T22:05:51Z

History of the World, Part I:
.. What's yo' name, kid? shane
.. Look down. Are you male or female? male
.. How many years have you graced us with your presence? close to 19
.. Ever been held back in school? No
.. Ever been moved ahead a grade? No
.. Would you call your hometown a big city or a small town? small

Who's Got The Look:
.. Do you consider yourself attractive? not the best, but def not the worst
.. Are you tall/average/short? tall i guess, in korea im godly tall
.. Would you ever get plastic surgery? no
.. Would you if someone else paid for it? no
.. Are you happy with the way you look? yup

Now That's Good Eatin':
.. Do you drink milk? Yes
.. Could you be a vegetarian? never
.. Have you ever tried being vegetarian? never

Morals and Ethics and Carnal Forbearance:
.. Do you think you're capable of murder? no, killing to survive, definatly
.. Do you always wear a seat belt? no
.. Are you Catholic? no
.. Have you ever shoplifted? no
.. Have you ever smoked cigarettes? yes...yuck
.. Ever smoked pot? no
.. Ever done any other drugs? No!
.. Ever drank enough alcohol to be drunk? haha yes
.. On more than one occasion? yes
.. Are you a virgin? yes, of course

Compute This!
.. Do you actually know html? not one bit
.. Do you use AOL? hell no
.. Do you know more that 5 ways to make a little happy face out of punctuation and letters? no, thats gay
.. Ever downloaded illegal mp3's? only 1674

I'm OK, and Darn It, People Like Me:
.. Do you trust people? not like i used to
.. Do you get along with people? if you are stupid, ill point it out, but yea for the most part
.. Ever gotten into a physical fight? yes
.. Did you start it? no
.. Ever gotten a swirlee? no
.. Are you currently in a relationship? yes
.. Are you in love? yes
.. Do they love you back? she effn better

All of These Clothes and Nothing To Wear!
.. Do you wear brand name clothing? sometimes
.. Do you wear it because it's brand name? no
.. Then why do you wear it? cause i like it fucker
.. Do you know how to tie a tie? if i really concentrate
.. A bow tie? no
.. Ever gone anywhere with no underwear? to the field
.. How about to church with no underwear? i dont go to church
.. Do you wear jewelry? dogtags, thats it
.. When you take off your shoes, do you untie them? my boots yes, shoes no

Etcetera.
.. What's your favorite color? black
.. What's your favorite holiday? holidays are non existent in korea, ppl back home try and make it one, but its not really possible....check out the poem at the bottom, it describes the feeling of every holiday
.. Have you ever thought seriously about committing suicide? yes, hasent everyone
.. Have you ever tried to commit suicide? No
.. Would you ever bungee jump? maybe this weekend actually
.. Sky dive? Airborne!!
.. What are you worried about right now? everyhing and anything, korea made me a nervous wreck

A SOLDIER'S NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS

'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone. In a no bedroom house made of plaster and stone.

I had come down the chimney with presents to give,
And to see just who, in this small house did live.

I looked all about, a sad sight did I see,
No tinsel, no presents; not even a tree.

By the mantle, no stockings; by the door, boots on sand.
On the wall hung some pictures of a far distant land.

Seeing medals and badges, awards of all kind,
No thoughts of Christmas would stay in my mind.

For this house was different, it was dark; it was dreary,
I'd found the house of a soldier, once I could see clearly.

The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone,
Curled up on the floor in this no bedroom home.

The face was gentle, the room in disorder;
Not how I'd pictured a United States soldier.

Was this the hero of whom I had read?
Curled up on a poncho, just the floor for his bed?

I knew most the families I'd see on this night,
Owed their lives to these soldiers, who were willing to fight.

Soon, round the world, the children would play,
And grownups enjoy a bright Christmas day.

They all had their freedom each month of the year,
Because of these soldiers, like the one lying here.

I couldn't help wonder how many lay alone,
On this cold Christmas Eve, in a land far from home.

The thought of their service brought a tear to my eye,
I dropped to my knee and started to cry.

The soldier awakened, and I heard a rough voice:
"Santa, don't cry, this life is my choice;

I fight for freedom, I don't ask for more,
My life is my God, my country, my Corps."

The soldier rolled over and drifted to sleep.
I couldn't control it, I started to weep.

I kept watch for hours, silent and still,
And both of us shivered from that cold night's chill.

I hated to leave, on that long, dark night,
This Guardian of Peace, with his Honor so bright.

The soldier rolled over, and his voice soft and pure,
Whispered, "Carry on, Santa, all is secure."

I looked at this soldier, on this cold Christmas night.
I thought of his comrades, and knew he was right.

The world is freer, for they're willing to fight,
For Freedom and Christmas, and all that is right.

So to all you, my friends, to U.S. soldiers in all lands,
Know that you are remembered, by family and friends.

For this one special night, may you rest without fight,
With a Merry Christmas to all, and to all a Good Night!

goneforawhile @ 2004-04-11T23:44:00

2004-04-11T14:45:36Z

001) What time are you starting this?: 1102
002) Name?: shane
003) Date of birth?: 23aug1985
004) Sex?: male.
005) Height?: 6'
006) Eye color?: Blue
007) Hair color?: Brown
008) Location?: s. korea
009) Where were you born?: winston-salem
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: No.
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?:
012) Do you have crush on someone?:more than a crush
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: yes
014) If so, what is their name: whit
015) How long have you been together?: we are not really sure, but lets say umm...8 months:)
016) What are you wearing right now?: pj pants with stars
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: yup, but only for love
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:no, death to school
019) Are you a virgin?: yep
020) Do you smoke?: no
021) Do you drink?: not in a long time
022) Are you ghetto?: yea nig
023) Are you a player? death to playas
024) What are your favorite colors?: black, blue
025) What is your favorite animal(s)?: blah, calm dogs and maybe a cat
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: arm, thigh
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: no
028) Who is your best friend?: whit,grainger,james,smm,flo,old squad
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: yes, but he needed it
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: whit, wish i could call more
031) Have you ever been slapped?: thats why i beat him up
032) Do you get online a lot?: all the time
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: crazy as hell
034) Do you shower?: 2 times a day.
035) Do you hate school?: im done with that shit
036) Do you have a social life?: not really anymore
037) How easily do you trust people?: not as easy now
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: not seriously, but fucking around
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? proabably
040) Would you ever sky dive?: want my damn jump wings
041) Do you like to dance?: haha, yes
042)Do you like your handwriting? i got girly writing, i need a new hand
044)What is the compliment you get most from people? my eyes
045)If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? pirates of the carribean
046)What's your biggest fear? failing
047)Can you sing? not good, but fuck i dont care
048)You ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? no
049)Are you a loner? wtf is that?
050)What is your number? 3,7
051)If you were another person, would you be friends with who you are now? of course
052)Are you a daredevil? i joined the infantry
053)Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? hate my mood swings
054)Are you aggressive or passive? both
055)Have you got a journal? dont use it much at all
056)What is your greatest strength and weakness? not sure
057)If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my mood swings
058)There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one would you drink out of? this question is confusing
060)Do you think you are emotionally strong? used to be, now im iffy
061)Do you live in the moment? i think
062)Do you have any bad habits? bite my nails
063)What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? dont believe shit, dont anticipate or expect or you are setting yourself up for failure
064)What do you like the most about your body? not sure, i think i have cute feet, haha
065)And least? my ears
066)Do you think you are good looking? im the fuckin man
067)Are you confident? have to be to survive
068) Have you ever been out of state?: yup
069) Do you like to travel?: yes
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: no
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: no
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown? i am, 9000 miles away
072) ARE YOU SPOILED? used to be when i was little kid
073) Are you a brat?: no
074) Have you ever been dumped?:yup
075) Have you ever gotten high?: only on life
076) What's your favorite drink?: peach water koreans sell
077) Do you like Snapple?: not really
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: yes
079) What toothpaste do you use?: crest
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: cell phone
081) Do you have a curfew?: no
082) Who do you look up to?: my grandpa
083) Are you a role model?: to the lil kids at the skateparks
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: my volcom hat
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: dogtags
087) What do you have pierced?: none
088) What do you want pierced?: none
089) Do you like taking pictures?: yes
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: most of the time
091) Do you have a tan?: a little
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: lately yes
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: no
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: cell phone, its a peice of asian shit
095) Do you have your own pool?: no
096) Do you have any siblings?: 3 beautiful, loving sisters
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Boxers
098) Have you ever been played?: hope not
099) Have you ever played anyone?: no, its wrong
100) Do you get along with your parents?: yes, they are the best, moms real strange tho, i still love her
102) How do you vent your anger?: my skateboard, shooting things
103) Have you ever run away?: nah
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: no
105) Do you even have a job?: yes
106) Do you daydream a lot?: yes
107) Do you have a lot of exes? no, count them on one hand and have room left over
108) Do you run your mouth?: all the time
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: none
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: nothing
111) What are your favorite flowers?: i never get them
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: blond, mean
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: short as all fuckin hell, but the most adorable, beautiful girl ever
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: fuck yea, im in the army
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: not lately
116) Are you rude?: try not to be on accident
117) What was the last compliment you received?: not sure really
118) Do you like getting dirty?: im infantry and im in korea, enough said
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: inbetweenie, it changes
120) Are you flexible?: god no
121) What is your heritage?: native american
122) What is your lucky number?: 3,7
123) What does your hair look like right now?:hight & tight
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: no, never
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: ahhhh, i dont wanna talk about it
126) Describe your looks? 6', blue eyes, brown hair
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: i dont think i would
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: i am
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: have
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: long time ago
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: end of nov. with whit<3
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: both
133) Have you ever given?: yup
134) Have you ever received?: yup
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: no
136) Do you have one now?: no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: however long it takes to run to it
138) Have you ever gone skinny-dipping?: no but i really want to
139) If yes, when was the last time?: damn i really need to now
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: like mom
141) Do you cry a lot? no
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: no, thats dumb
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: my broken pinky
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: i love you..i miss you..bye baby
145) Are you the romantic type? i try
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: plenty
147) What do you like most about your body?:
148) What do you like least about your body?:
150) When was the last time you threw up?: feb, iron artep, hypothermia, threw up like 20 times on howards dug in SAW hole before i passed out
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunetts? dont care
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: white, fucked up Sens skate shoes
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: fuck no
154) What about cleavage? sometimes...NO!!
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: yup
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: nope, dont think so
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: nope
158) What color are your underwear right now?: lavender mother fuckers
159) What theme does your room have?: plain, just like the other 200 rooms in building 1864
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 11 or 12 depends
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: dogtags
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: smm burbizzle
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: if need be
164) How are you feeling right now?: lonley
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: nov 03
166) Have you ever given a lap dance?: jokingly of course, dont pretend you didnt like them
167) What do you sleep in?: pj pants or boxers
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: dont think so
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: im in the infantry and a virgin, i catch a lot of hell, but its ok
170) What is one of your good qualities?: trusting and faithful
171) Would you marry for money?: no
172) What do you drive?: m2a2 bradley
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: yes, its awesome, almost crashed
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: uhh dad
175) What does your lj username mean?: not at home right now, but be back soon
177) When was the last time you cried in school?: never
178) Do you wear Chucks?: no, talk to the flo
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: nah
180) What time are you finishing this?: 1144

goneforawhile @ 2004-04-02T13:35:00

2004-04-02T04:36:36Z

sorry for causeing all the drama you guys...nothing better to do....i quit. im done with lj sorry

look at me im so scene now....fuck NO!

2004-03-28T00:51:32Z

yes its true people. vegans are dumb as fuck. cant you call yourself vegetarians like the rest of the world. oh i forgot, no instead lets label ourselves and try to be all scene with it. just like the fags that are emo, hardcore and that fucked up straight edge shit, kids and their silly scene bullshit.......oh look at me im vegan...NO! goddamn losers

goneforawhile @ 2004-03-27T14:32:00

2004-03-27T05:33:35Z

i think ill disappear now.....

bye for now

goneforawhile @ 2004-03-25T20:41:00

2004-03-25T11:42:37Z

.............what was i thinking?

goneforawhile @ 2004-03-24T20:33:00

2004-03-24T11:34:09Z

no shit, this is a normal convo between me and my army buddy on aim and he lives like 30ft down the hall

smm Burbizzle: yo yo the flo
Vphxz: yes
Vphxz: wtf gay
smm Burbizzle: haha
smm Burbizzle: yo yo nig, you gots dills like a twig
Vphxz: what
smm Burbizzle: oh snap i bust the rap
Vphxz: wtf over
smm Burbizzle: fo sho flo
Vphxz: yo fo sho man im gonna blow up a lil pup
Vphxz: wtf
smm Burbizzle: lil pup....
smm Burbizzle: in a cup
smm Burbizzle: oh shiz i bust a nut
Vphxz: fuck that slut she a rut fuck the cut you is fuck i dont know
Vphxz: im slippen fallin cant get up
smm Burbizzle: me no know fo sho flo
Vphxz: dr. dre in the hiz
smm Burbizzle: i snap he gotta piz
smm Burbizzle: he bang a girl name liz
Vphxz: man just take a wiz
smm Burbizzle: bust a nut on her tiz
Vphxz: fo shiz
smm Burbizzle: my pepsi gotta fiz
Vphxz: lol yea its hiz
smm Burbizzle: b bank a virgin he iz
Vphxz: haha he iz fo riz
smm Burbizzle: yea no shiz
Vphxz: fuck a duck then ill give you a buck
smm Burbizzle: if you you get to gotz to be luck
smm Burbizzle: oh shz tomorrow i ruck
Vphxz: fuck
smm Burbizzle: in the hole i bes stuck
Vphxz: man im tired but wird fuck shit of all the drama fo yo momma bia bia
smm Burbizzle: whatcha actin like dat fo like dat fo
Vphxz: a haha i though i told you that we wont stop
smm Burbizzle: or lil nigs be gettin the p()p
Vphxz: man i got caught by a cop
Vphxz: then i drank a pop
smm Burbizzle: caught liftin tha shop
Vphxz: ha i just couldnt stop
Vphxz: i had to pop a cop
smm Burbizzle: now his head its sits kinda lop
smm Burbizzle: got hair like a mop
Vphxz: i blew his brains on hiz lap tpo
smm Burbizzle: no hair on da side a lots up top
Vphxz: top fuck im drunk like a skunk
smm Burbizzle: oh nig please gfunk
smm Burbizzle: yo yo nig lets put an end to this ryhme
smm Burbizzle: i think it bout time
Vphxz: lol
Vphxz: ok gay
smm Burbizzle: bust one more like a whore
smm Burbizzle: oh snap time fo a nap
smm Burbizzle: end

goneforawhile @ 2004-03-21T15:40:00

2004-03-21T06:40:36Z

GODDAMNIT.....no one ever replies to my goddamn psot on here....fuckers...i mean its not like i post often but goddamnit. ahhhhhhhh....why did you not post whyyyyyy. no mother fuckers...dont even post on this one either its too fuckin late

fuck you all but i still love you.......fuckin pussy ass motherfuckers

goneforawhile @ 2004-03-19T08:25:00

2004-03-18T23:25:50Z

damn this song im listening to makes me miss the bestest girl ever so dang much. cant wait till i get home and see the most beautiful smile. whit i love you and ill be home soon <3

in search of the holy grail

2004-03-14T12:03:46Z

here lately my attitude toward everything has been shitty. ive been really down about just every little thing. im not sure why exactly but i know a lot has to do with being away from whit, my firends and family and all the boredom korea causes. ive been trying to get out of this slump ive been in. i know its been really hard on whit watching me all down and depressed, so i had to fix that quick. i love her so much and couldent live without her, shes the best, thank you <3. last night after hanging out with some of the guys at a local punk show (yes i know its korea, but us american ppl still like punk) i decided to take my boredom and frustration out on skateboarding. yes thats right i went to itaiwon in search of a skateboard shop. after being ripped off by the taki drivers, passing the korean nationals protesting the presidents impeachment with rocks and sticks i found it. the holy grail. Tussa Skateshop. i went tnuts in there, bought Sens shoes, put together a girl board, venture trucks, 53 mm blank wheels, diamond bearings and a cool Popwar hat i was ready to rock again. im glad i decided to do this because it will make it easier on me here which means it makes things on whit easier and thats the ultimate goal. dang i miss that short girl. cant wait till shes done livin it up in florida. my emo days are over....now its straight punked out skating and old rock till may comes. YAY!!!

I love you <333 you are the best shorty

goneforawhile @ 2004-03-08T20:44:00

2004-03-08T11:45:07Z

just one of those days i guess....its been a while since i got in the emo mood but its back...oh well :(

fuck life for now, it blows.........damn

always expecting the worst...so not to be let down when the worst feels inevitable

this thing effn' lies

2004-02-10T23:50:51Z

Your Love Situation by Amberishjewel
Username?
Your Love Is...	Soft
During Lovemaking You Act...	Like a volcano, hot & steamy
Your Partner Is...	Your slave
Your Partner Has Said That You...	Are their bitch
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote.	"I love your lips"

Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

oh thats right...ive still got the V-CARD so this thing is a fuckin' liar

dang, no talents

2004-02-07T02:08:10Z

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Everything
Special Talents Are	Absolutely Nothing

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i cant hear you

2004-02-06T15:40:21Z

this morning at around 0930 i was told to grab my shit and get ready to go qualify with my weapon. when i 1st got here i zeroed it but i didnt feel that comfortable with it so i was not sure how i was gonna shoot. we got to the range and had two tries to qualify before rezeroing our weapons. (qualifying is hitting a minimum of 23 of 40 pop up targets from 50m to 300m) well my 1st 2 tries. i shot 22 bothtimes but as i expected my zero was off and could not hit anything past 150m. the range is a shitty ass range too, the lanes are straight up the side of a mtn just like everything else in korea. some of the targets were fucked up and did not fall when you hit them so that was also a problem in qualifying. i have a funny story ill have to tell when i get home about a target that didnt fall so i lit that fucker up. but i zeroed my rifle in again with i think 9 shots. the 1st 2 sets of 3 were high so i made my adjustments and my next three were in the black, 2 in the chest and one in the head so i was happy with that shot group . my next time up to qualify i could tell a big difference and shot 30 of 40 for sharpshooter. ill shoot expert next time. the bad part about it tho, my last time on the line i shot without earplugs which is normal for me, but this time after i shot up my 40 rounds, i could not and still can not hear ANYTHING through my left ear. its been 10 hrs since then and still nothing from my left ear......maybe tomorrow. oh yea, ill be home for 18 days, may 24-june 9 for leave. if this damn ear stays the same it might be a lil sooner tho.

whit once again im sorry about grad, i wish i could be there but you know the army, and i hope you enjoy your new stuff!!! i miss you and love you <333

sorry whit

2004-02-03T07:57:52Z

i just found out that i wont be able to make it to whits graduation on may 22nd like the original plan. we have a 26 day field problem at the end of april and dont get back till may 22 and so i wont be able to leave for midtour untill may 27 because of recovery. im really sorry about this whit, i know you wanted me to be there and so did i more than anything. i promise to make it up to you. damn the army. dont worry, leave will still be awesome and you have to put the gown on for me anyways when i get home.

dang...whits the best for putting up with the disappointments of the army. well, ill post later.

i'm sorry and i love you so much <3

damn im tired

2004-01-29T22:53:01Z

i didnt post last night. i was real tired. after i got off work, i talked to whit online for a lil bit. after she crashed me and zanetti just frickin played CS from like 5 to 8 and then i crashed at 8 and slept till 5 30 this morning, so i felt great.

we had another road march/death ruck run. they are not that bad, its just the fact im so sore afterwards, and my bitch feet are always bleeding somewhere. oh well, its the infantry for you, atleast im no fucking poge. well i gotta get ready got work, ill post later.

boring ol' korea

2004-01-28T12:16:17Z

its still boring as crap here. today after our pt session of 300 push ups and 2 mile run. we cleaned 3 coax's for like 45 minutes and then i sat in my room on the computer from 1015 to 1300 when i tried again for the second time to get my date of rank fixed. for those who dont know i just got promoted to the same rank ive been for the past six months so i really need to get that fixed so i get the right promotion at the right time. ill try again tomorrow, oh well. we done a few little sprints this afternoon for pt instead of our normal basketball. maybe tomorrow. then i finally got flores computer up and running and a network setup in my room here. haha i love this shit. it works good too. im going to bed pretty soon tho cause im pretty tired.

oh yea, by the way, james im me this morning from iraq after pt. that was awesome to get to talk to him (ill try to wear jessica down for you man, dont worry)

worn out

2004-01-26T22:43:56Z

damn, we just got done with pt and we done litter carries for an hour. thats some hardcore pain endurance right there. run missions, LZ to LZ in time windows. damn, while pulling rear and forward security. trust me, it sounds a lot easier than it is. it will smoke the shit out of someone. well, im off to get ready for work, so ill post after i get off work

goneforawhile @ 2004-01-26T15:53:00

2004-01-26T06:53:48Z

well, its 1540 and we are probably getting off work soon i hope. this has been kind of a dick around day. we cleaned our weapons, which didnt need cleaned because we cleaned them for 3 hrs last week and they have sat in the arms room since then and not been touched. busy work....it passes the time.

today during my lunch was definatly great. i got to see whit on the webcam for like an hour and a half. seeing that bright smile and those brown eyes, definatly made my day <3. not much to talk about right now, gonna try and play some CS soon tho.

post sometime later tonight, zanetti is having a "friend" over after work so im gonna split with flores for awhile. go get em' Z

-picture that whits friend made from a pic of whit and me, check it out NOW
awesome pic

feeling great in korea

2004-01-25T14:00:48Z

man, i feel great tonight, even if i do have pt in the morning at 6am in the 5 degrees of snow. but i dont give a heck, because i feel damn great. all last week i was in a weird emo mood and i dont know why. damn im glad i feel great now cause i really hate those damn emo kids. it feels good not to be one. dang, i feel so damn great because i have the most sweet, beautiful, smartest, funniest, funnest, silly, shortest, sexy, crazy, freak girl in the world waiting on me back home and thats all i need to get through this lil vacation in korea. its gonna be the best when i get home and see her. i miss you so goddang much whit and i love you sooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!

<3

2004-01-25T08:40:27Z

ok you guys....heres the deal. i love you whit, and i cant wait to see you. ive been straight up retarded the whole time ive been in korea and had these crazy thoughts that im gonna lose her and everything. and now i finally realize its just more of my psyhco babble. so if anyone hears me say something retarded again, yoo personally have to fuck me up real good when i get home. cause i know me and whit are gonna be fine. i love her more than life itself, and i know she feels the same way. so im better now and ill be cool the rest of the time in korea. whit i love you so much and thank you for being there for me. you are my best freind and i love you so much for it and i miss you <3

goneforawhile @ 2004-01-25T02:42:00

2004-01-24T17:42:40Z

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a lot more :)

and my decision is....

2004-01-24T16:13:18Z

me and flores have decided we are emo kids here in korea, cause its so damn lonely and the only thing to do here is want to die, blah :(

end to saturday night

2004-01-24T14:20:36Z

i just got back from downrange with zanetti. we only stayed for about 30 minutes, just long enough for him to drop something off to christine. i met her for the 1st time, she seems really nice. but now im back and guess ill play a little bit of CS untill i go to bed.

today me and flores went to the px so he could buy a computer since his apparently got lost in the damn mail. i finally talked him out of buying a damn retail piece and let me build one for him. so we went out the gates and to the computer store right across the street. and i picked out everything he would need for a good computer. his card would not go through so instead of having to put all the shit back, and let his hopes down, i loaned him 850 bucks. hell he better be glad im a nice guy because ive never even spent that much money on my self. its cool tho because that money is put back for mid-tour leave and i dont need it untill may, so ill have it all back by then. we got back to the barracks and i put the dang thing together and its great, except the power supply is a little too weak for it, so we are going to buy another one tomorrow for it and hopefully get it running. its a pretty fuckin good computer. amd 2500+, 512 mb pc3200 ddr, kt600 mobo, dvd/cd-rw drive, radeon 9600 pro and 80gb hdd. it will be a damn good desktop tomorrow afternoon and im gonna buy a router tomorrow and set up a network in here. grainger, you would be proud of me, i put that damn thing together by myself and didnt fuck anything up, just needs more power.

well, im out, goona play some cs, then talk to whit after she rolls out of bed sometime. i love you, sleep tight. later